Dalam kepala ni banyak gila benda aku fikir. Fikir pasal love life, pasal bisnes, pasal kerja, pasal diri dan macam-macam pasal lagi. Tapi semenjak dua menjak ni memang banyak pasal cinta. Kalau orang tengok, macam ‘lara’ pun ada (aik..bukan manjalara tauuu~~)… asyik fikir je… Pulak tu ekspresi muka sikit punya complicated. Pastu mula la datang penyakit lupa tu^^ tadi aku nak mandi, lupa bawak tuala mandi. Dah sudah mandi, baru perasan takde towel.. cis! :panic:

Damsel in Distress

Dan khamis lepas, kereta Viva aku tak nak hidup. Disebabkan kelalaian aku sendiri. Kering kontang jadiknya bateri kereta aku. Dah la aku lupa nak servis kereta tu. huhu lupa lagi~ Last time service? Aku sendiri pun tak ingat~ haha :hehe:  Lagi pun, aku memang tak minat nak tengok bawah hood tu, tak faham dan tak nak cuba faham pun ps:

Kalau komputer takpe

argh, malas nak cerita depressed. Bukan orang nak dengar pun. Ok bai! :bored:

siapa-siapa nak jadi personal assistant merangkap accountant aku? boleh mesej ke nombor maxis ye.

Craft Progress…

dah lama tak menjahit, herm bila last time? minggu lepas? lama la tu kan~ setakat jahit mudah-mudah je, tak mencabar jiwa. adoi~

perlu.lebih.rajin.

Rumah baru?

minggu ni tak perlu balik kelantan lah, dah tengok hasil cat warna purple itu. puas hati. hati gembira. gembira gila. tapi capek jugak ye, rumah ada 3. baju dalam bag je. end up pakai baju sama. pathetic bukan?

I need a vacation, plis

herm, ada tiket murah pergi seoul… rasa mau beli je. nasib tak PMS ni. kalau tak dah klik  next-next-next dan purchase. nasib waras lagi. haha ni saje je kempen tiket murah. orang tak nak keluar negara. takut aku, kena virus H1N1. naya free.

pergi redang aje lah dulu? ikut?

Sedikit hiburan

Artist : Switchfoot
Title : This is Home
[audio:http://shambijoux.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/06/Switchfoot-This-Is-Home.mp3]

p/s: tolong, aku jatuh cinta dengan edward. please let me be bella~

Masuk pejabat pun bukannya boleh buat kerja pun. Pening-pening, kemudian tertidur depan monitor. Nasib bos besar tak datang menjenguk. Naya je kan ps:

My birthday!!!

Sebenarnya, 3 Jun 2009 yang lepas adalah HARIJADI saya :inlove: tapi harijadi tahun ni kurang menarik. No cakes, no birthday cards from anyone, and not even a single picture!!! Gaduh lagi sama kekasih pada hari tu :bawl: huhu (tapi dah baik semula). Sebab tu rasa berat hati nak tulis entri, tiada gambar untuk dikongsi~ haha :pfft:

Tapi papapun, saya tetap berterima kasih dengan rakan-rakan (yang saya pernah jumpa atau tak pernah jumpa) kerana memberi ucapan harijadi yang sungguh menggembirakan hati ini!!! :love: Terima kasih di atas ucapan selamat harijadi, tak kira lah melalui telefon, sms atau IM sekali pun. Saya sayang kamu semua.

*Tengok, profile picture Facebook pun muka happy tau^^

I’m sewing again!

hehe I started sewing again, making crafts really makes me feel good! :cheer: Cuma masa je tidak mencukupi. Tambahan saya ni jenis selalu jatuh sakit… *sigh* ;(

I love everything anything about pirate, goth or skull. Love them to bits, plis^^ ooh, and Captain Jack Sparrow too… Jadi saya buat la Easy Clutch ni, an ode to Jack Sparrow (konon lah).

Saya suka beli kain corak pelik-pelik ni, tapi selalu sayang nak guna^^

Arrr! I’m an Undercover Pirate – RM45

Berminat? Boleh beli dekat BJX.STORE eh Setakat ni, Easy Clutch ada yang ni sahaja.  Harap-harap saya boleh jahit lagi, banyak-banyak plis!

Mail Order

Minggu lepas saya beli *ehem ehem* TUTU SKIRT dari The Old Blossom Box Store suka laa skirt ni. Cantik sangat! Thanks Jezmine!!! :heart: Baru dapat petang tadi.

EDGY 18 – OBB Store – RM35

Dan minggu lepas saya ada beli Designer Fabric :cheer: untuk Preorder #3. Dah sangat tak sabar nak tunggu. Sepatutnya sampai hari ni tapi belum ada pun. Abang posmen bawak satu bungkusan je tadi. Harap-harap esok sampai kan.

Lagi dua minggu saya akan beli Designer Fabric lagi, kali ini bertema kan POLKA DOTS! Siapa tak suka polka dots kan?!!   :love: Ada 55 corak semuanya, cute sangat^^ :blush:

Preorder #5 — Dots, Dots and more dots!!!

Currently…

I’m still sick. Didn’t go to work today, resting at home. Need to see the doctor again, I’m running out of medicine but still feverish :yuck:  But I’m reluctant to see the doctor. I hate going to the hospital or clinic. I hate feeling sick (yeah, who doesn’t rite? ps: )

Doakan saya cepat sembuh, dan tak kena Cacar Air… ok? ;(

So I’ve noticed the extra kilos, but that doesn’t stop me from eating! *gah* I hate ME for having huge appetite and always drooling over Chicken Chop and Secret Receipe’s Cake. Dang! :panic: 

Owh well and enough whining that’s not the point of this entry… lols :hehe: Since most of my clothes will not fit me well, I’ve decided to destash most of them, to make room for new ones (??) huhu ps: and uuu yeah, also letting go a few pairs of shoes and heels… Rather than seeing them collecting to dust eh? Most of it are still in good condition and some of them are like new and never worn. :panic: Couldn’t stop myself from buying a new pair of shoes on monthly basis!!! There’s always a pretty new one on display~ *aiish*

Whatever~ *roll eyes*  

So, here’s a sneak preview of what I will be selling… Have yet to shoot better pictures!

Hopefully it will be available next Sunday!! Stay tuned~ :inlove:

Plus I’m saving money for my Seoul trip. RM350 per month? That’s a long way plish :panic: I should eat less, spend less and make more craft to sell!

Anyone care to sponsor me a Flickr Pro account, or perhaps my Seoul trip??! ps: That’s USD24.99 only or RM5600!!! haha :bored:

Love life pon macam tak memberangsangkan. Ada kekasih pun macam tak ada je. Sudah 6 tahun kenal, masih tiada penyudah nya. Maksud aku, masih kekal sebagai boyfriend/girlfriend… Si dia ada masalah komitmen, agak nya?

Abang aku pula akan berkahwin minggu depan, nah satu tekanan buat aku!  Aku tak jadi kahwin tahun ini. Macam aku tulis tadi, si dia ada masalah komitmen! (:ops: ini yang aku rasa) Datuk dan nenek sudah bising, kenapa tak disekalikan aja majlis perkahwinan kami. Ntah, aku dah bosan cerita hal kahwin. Kalau ada jodoh, ada lah kan? Pening aku dengan macam-macam soalan. Baru 26… bukan 36~ ps:

Dah lama tak berkarya, tidak dapat menghasilkan sesuatu… buntu dan letih dengan kerja. Mungkin ini yang membuatkan hati aku rasa suram, sesuram cuaca mendung sekarang. Bukannya banyak pun kerja pejabat, cuma memerlukan lebih perhatian. Penat otak berfikir. Balik rumah rasa nak rehat, tak pun tengok pelakon-pelakon Korea yang macho! haha :inlove:

Owh btw, currently I’m saving money for my upcoming holiday trip with my ex-uni mate! Looking forward to have a blast in Langkawi!!! Double yeay for me~

Terima kasih kerana membaca luahan hati aku.

owh ya, aku dah beli lens f1.8! Lagi sekali horray untuk aku!!!

p/s: rasa ingin jadi kanak-kanak, riang ria tanpa rasa tekanan! kan?

Just back from KL, still jet lagged and lazy. Am always complaining how crazy work is, it sounded lame and full of excuses. I think I have a problem. I know I have these kinda problems, but lately its getting worse!!! I hate myself~ S**t-lah!!

I cannot read looong loooong sentence, I have trouble paying attention in conversations. I  have trouble reading upside-down text…!

I wrote To-Do list on my notepad or paper, later misplaced the notes.

Signs and Symptoms of ADD / ADHD

1. Trouble remembering things, even for a short time
2. Doesn’t recall conversations, things others said
3. Constantly losing or misplacing things
4. Easily bored
5. Speaking without thinking
6. Acting impulsively without regard for consequences
7. Impulsive spending
8. Jumping to conclusions
9. Procrastination; difficulty getting started on projects
10. Excessive disorganization and messiness
11. Inability to prioritize tasks
12. Underestimating the time needed to finish a task
13. Inability to screen out distractions
14. “Zoning out” when others are talking
15. Randomly skipping from topic to topic in conversation
16. Starting multiple tasks, but never completing any of them
17. Trouble going to sleep at night and staying alert during the day.
18. Spend hours at work, but get very little done,
19. Get distracted by trivial tasks, while neglecting the most important ones, and
20. Have trouble paying attention in meetings or in conversations with your boss and colleagues.

Read more on recognizing the signs, symptoms, and effects…

Sick…

Last weekend I was in Putrajaya, I’m having some sort of stomach pain/cramp. It was late and raining, and the pain was getting unbearable, I went to the doctor. Been having this kinda pain for almost a year actually, but too lazy and scared to see the doctor.

The doctor gave me some pain killers plus a long lecture. He urge me to do medical check-up, as soon as possible. Cried in the car on the way back from the clinic, hating the uncertainty and future.

And How Are You Feeling Today?

I feel sick and hating myself…for being ignorant and too busy to go to the hospital. Plus I’m so takut right now.

Fizzy, teman aku pergi hospital… ;(

Crafty Arse

My dad made me a working table, yippe :heart: Its 36″ high, perfect for cutting fabrics and the more reason NOT to be lazy! Thanks dad, I absolutely like it!

Gotta sleep now, eventhough my eyes wont shut~ I’m to excited thinking bout making bags out of Mail Order #3 plus embroideries hihi~ But I gotta work tomorro… haiiiiish!

Till then, I heart you all~ and ooowh BJX.STORE still undergoing maintenance, dang! :pfft:

By the time I got home, I’m so tired I just flopped down on the bed falling asleep in seconds. To make things worse, my sewing machine broke down, sent it for repair. Yes, it still at the repair-shop. *sigh ;(

Life currently sucks and I’m not a lazy bum.

In case you don’t know, most of the items in BJX.STORE is custom-made solely by dearest ME, and having my precious machine broke… it will definitely take sometime to finish the Easy Clutch Batch #1 orders.

As for why I didn’t reply your email… I’m not ignoring you. Perhaps I was busy and stuck with day job and took me a while to reply, or I did actually replied your emails. It just not sent, it went to the spam box. I did a little testing, apparently Yahoo! and Hotmail eat my emails (sent using my domain address) and dump them into SPAMBOX.

So, in order to receive emails from me… please add shambijoux.com to the safe list! Please be informed that each email regarding BJX.STORE will be replied within 3 working days.

I’ll try to be more rajin and be done with all the orders. As for emails and text messages, I’ll try replying your emails and text as soon as possible. I’m sorry if i hurt/disappoint anyone, its a heart break for me too. I hope you all can understand, I run BJX.STORE by myself (occasionally with the help of Cik Pokok). Things may get slow sometimes…

I got big plans for BJX.STORE but time is my enemy. 

Not making excuses…

I hate making excuses and whine. But sometimes, life does sucks!!! Argh, this is just me… complaining about my life. Aiiiish, I wanna take a break. :secret: